5 Day Diary...

Day 1… (June, 28 2013)

    Today, I have lie about going to a place for educational reason but in fact, I went there to see my boyfriend. I lied for I cannot say the real reason behind my appointment. I’m scared; my plan might not be successful. I told my mom about this lie and she did believe me for I have a cousin on that place adjacent to the house of my boyfriend. There is guilt inside my heart but I have no choice. I behave confidently so that I will not be caught. My mother did not suspect that I was lying because I did not make any unnecessary actions. I have learned that you can lie to a person if he/she really trusts you J

Day 2… (June 29, 2013)

    Saturday night, my friends called me through video call on WeChat to hang-out at Balibago. I told them that I cannot go with them because I’m studying my lessons. They did not believe me. They just laugh at me and they keep on convincing me to come. I felt a bit sad because I really want to go with them but I was with my boyfriend. I have a sad face and a sad voice while talking to them because I really miss them that is why they keep on telling me “Tara na kase”. They really suspect that I was lying. I act irritably and I did laugh by the time I told them that I was going to study my lessons. This day I have learned that kayako naman palang hindi gumimik and focus on my studies nalang (YUNG TOTOO) J HEHEHEHEHEHE!

Day 3… (June 30, 2013)

    I’ll go back to the place where I live and say goodbye to my aunt’s house but it wasn’t successful. My aunt told me to go home the next day nalang that’s why I texted my mom na I cannot go home because it’s raining very hard although the real reason why I was convinced not to go is, I want to stay pa with my boyfriend kase nag-away kame. Of course, my mother believed me because it was safe not to go nalang kasi nga malakas ang rain. Hayys, I’m always lying to kay mudra, I’m very malungkot na. Afterwards, I act normally naman so that hindi din mahalata ni aunty. They did not both suspect that I lied (aunt and mom). I do not know why pero I have powers ata in terms of convincing other people that what I was saying is true J I have learned that you can do all the stupid and craziest things for the sake of the person you love. <3

Day 4… (July 1, 2013

    Back to school. I have a lot of things to do. REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW… I convinced myself that I can do all my assigned tasks although I know that I cannot because I have no time na kasi naman I’m too lazy nung weekend. My bad. I lied to myself for the sake of motivation. Although I’ll be convinced for a while, later on, back to cramming talaga. I feel very nervous, tired, sleepy, disappointed and worried. My professors might ask me questions that I do not know. I have learned that before anything else or before happiness, you must do your assigned tasks first so that after accomplishing them, you can enjoy to the fullest L

Day 5… (July 2, 2013)

    Birthday of my highschool classmate. I waited for my other friends for long hours for the surprise but they were late. I lied and told them that it’s okay even if it’s not. They believed that it’s gonna be okay at first but later on I called them asking where are they kaya hindi na sila naniwalang okay lang because I was shouting and really mad na. I felt stupid waiting for them to arrive ng walang kasama. Kaya they know na, na hindi talaga ako okay and when they finally arrived, they were very sorry. I have learned that you must not let a person wait if you can arrive on time naman. Time is gold J